Jessica Carbine

Days 21-27 Mar, 7-15 Thursday-Wednesday

I decided to

I decided to try my chrysalis on my self so for this entry I'll be going over what I imagined in my chrysalis meditation

I imagined my garden as a big open clearing in the middle of an aspen forest, it had a small center with rose bushes and a fairy house then the rest of it open space with a lot of tall grasses and wild flowers.

My caterpillar was pretty typical it was green all over with orange spots along the spine and it was furry. I felt strange I wasn't exactly uncomfortable it just felt strange.

when I made my cocoon I felt like I was making a present for a friend and I wanted to make it just right then I realized it would be for myself and not a friend. I guess that means that I get caught up in helping others.

When I was inside my cocoon I like I was having a long night full of fit full sleep. I kept waking up and looking at the clock and realizing I still had a long time to wait until it was time to get up it felt like it would never end.

when I burst out of my cocoon it was sunset with the sun most of the way down. It was a beautiful sunset with lots of colors and I watched it while my wings dried. I looked in the mirror and I was a lunar moth I had big green wings with white trim and yellow speckles and I felt so accomplished and proud in my new form.