meditation self introspection - ben sang

I am honest in my curiosity. I am in a constant process of discovery and distillment. My purpose is to my own purity that is in my core that every aspect of me yearns to embrace. I am almost constantly confused and exposed in my own efforts to contain and understand. I am the combination that the entire Universe has meticulously planned to organize for my purpose. I am the result of and the potential of infinity. I am the eternal point of now riding the crests of waves of sadness, happiness, despair, enlightenment, and every aspect in between. I am a language so ancient and pure that only the most fractional aspects have been translated into this existence and perception. I am lonely... and companionless, but not loveless. I am growing in every direction. I am trying my hardest. Sometimes it takes a lot for me to remember and slow down and become reacquainted with myself and my infinite place that I can only so finitely understand. I am creating a path that is also me. I am seeing in a fashion that is me. I want to learn to tactically feel in a way that is me. I am somewhere between - and at the same time encompassing of - my mind, spirit, and body. In learning to share this world I will be more capable of creating one anew. In new understanding and compassion, I will be able to expand. Sometimes I can feel myself evolving in my perception. Sometimes in excitement and sometimes in the warm, buzzing feeling where my teeth's roots meet the surface of my skull. I know this evolution isn't into new realms, but infinite, ancient, and external homes...